New Internets

Today we're getting a new internet connection installed which will give us more speed and I can't wait.

I forgot to do Tina's plank challenge on Wednesday, boo. I will do it today. On Monday I managed to do a 60 sec. elbow plank, woo hoo!!

But there's something else on my mind right now: there are about 10-12 people who do specifically what I do in Toronto (work-wise) and I know 8-10 of them personally. I'm happy when we all have work, which has been challenging recently because the industry has been slow, but right now I'm finding out some of them are getting gigs in companies where I have been working hard to get in. I'm sure they've been working just as hard to get the job, and really it's nice that some of them get work, but I can't help but feel depressed about it all. I know it's not the case, but it's like I am no good at it anymore. It's like I'm completely out of the loop now and it sucks. there. I said it :)

I guess that's what I get for being a woman, a mom to a young child, in an industry where there are 8 gigs for 12 people. sigh. I gave my 'spot' away when I went on mat leave. :(